Today I started thinking about how in two short weeks I will be moving back to college...in another town...45 miles away. 45 miles away from several people I love very, very much! And then I started to tear up...because that may seem a short distance but with school work, gas prices, and prior commitments traveling back and forth more than just on weekends will be nearly impossible. :(
First and foremost, I will miss my true love and best friend Gary. <3 The past 10 months with him have been amazing. We have been friends for over a year and a half and I am now proud to call him my boyfriend and best friend. I recently questioned myself as to whom I considered to be my best friend; it came down to the fact that Gary has been there for me, no matter what, for practically everything for our entire friendship. I never want to lose him because of this fact. Gary doesn't just love me like others do; he cares about me in a way that I don't believe I have ever found in any other friendship. He can make me smile at some of my worst moments and laugh when all I want to do is be angry or sad. He also makes me feel SO happy 24/7; even when I thought I was already at my highest state of happiness (if that makes any sense lol). That is my best short description of my love, friendship, and feelings for Gary. SOOOOO when today I started thinking about all the fun and great times we have had together this summer while being able to be in the same town, and thought about how I soon will have to say "See you later, I Love You." and that later will have to be over a week long! Compared to us usually seeing each other every other day this summer...this week long break seems scary, sad, exciting, and good for us. I know that it will all be okay and that we had to be apart last school year like this too, but now realizing he is my best friend I am scared to not have him closer to talk to. However, that is what phones, Facebook, and Skype were created for. :) SO I know that I can make it through our weeks apart by not letting it get to me much and by referring to some great lyrics! For example:
"I've never opened up to anyone"..."I know that if we give this a little time, It will only bring us closer to the love we wanna find. It's never felt so real, no it's never felt so right."..."No I don't want to say goodnight. I know it's time to leave, but you'll be in my dreams tonight."..."So baby I'm alright, oh, let's do this right, with just a kiss goodnight." ~Lady Antebellum "Just A Kiss"
"Tonight, I'm gonna love you like there's no tomorrow." ~Chris Young "Tomorrow"
"Love don’t run, love don’t hide. It won't turn away or back down from a fight. Baby I’m right here and I aint going anywhere. Love’s too tough it wont give up no not on us. Baby Love don’t run."..."This is gonna makes us stronger, it’s gonna make forever longer!" ~Steve Holy "Love Don't Run"
Now that I have spilled my love guts all over you and you probably never wanna read my blog again, I will not say I'm sorry, but I will say thank you for listening to me tell you the truth. :) I WILL say a small sorry since I am still working towards how to blog like a true blogger lol.
Thank You, Love, and PEACE OUT! ;)
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