Mondays...are Mondays. So this one was no different. It had it's ups and downs. Believe it or not its ending with a down. :( I have had plenty of days where I get fed up with getting no respect but today I feel more fed up...more ready to make a stand for it. However, the one person I need to respect me most just used the line "respect is a 2 way street" in the most insincere way, which just goes to show that I don't think that statement had any heart behind it, or any meaning really. Man up! Furious, confused, heartbroken. These are all words that describe how I feel but it is also sooooo much more than just that!
Days like this just go to show how much I am just ready to get back to college for sooooo many reasons! One being, I can surround myself with people who care about me and want to hear me out and have time for me. And will respect me; as I will respect them.
"Do onto others like you would have them do onto you." -Jesus
In my heart, I believe I do give respect where it should be given. I just feel like the same respect is not given to me always. Maybe I am wrong...but at this exact moment..in this exact circumstance..I do not believe that I am wrong.
I love going to work and working hard and receiving gratitude and my boss's respect for the hard work I do there. I love seeing and being with my friends and boyfriend because I feel, see, and know their respect for me. I cannot always or often say I feel that way anywhere else really. And THAT is what hurts me so bad deep down.
But I still have the courage, happiness, love, and much more to put on a smile everyday and be the bright and cheery me. SO peace out girl scouts!
